January 2011
I’ve had this song stuck in my head for the...
December 2010
Exactly one week until I’m at the happiest place on earth! It still hasn’t kicked in that I’m going. Maybe once I pack my bags, that feeling will finally kick in that I’ll be in L.A for five days! I usually miss my dog a lot. haha. But it will definitely be worth it.
New Years is in two days…Two. days. I’m excited and nervous to see what 2011 will...
Guitar and the last supper.
I cannot stop playing guitar. I’ve played for at least 3 1/2 hours already today. That’s excluding my insomnia hours which will happen later tonight; that will probably be another 3-4 hours of practice. It’s addicting when you’re learning something new and you really really love doing it.
Today is the start of eating healthy. I had my “last supper”...
Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear.
Christmas was a success. On Christmas Eve we ate a gigantic dinner and then opened up presents. I finally got my guitar!! It’s so beautiful. If there was ever a fire in my house, the first things I’d grab would have to be my dog and my guitar. We do that agonizing routine, where we each open one present at a time, youngest to oldest. It was the last present I opened, and I tore that...
Christmas Eve!!
It’s officially Christmas Eve!! Which is basically Christmas day for my family. I haven’t been this excited for Christmas in a long time, and I don’t know why I’m anticipating it so much this year. Maybe it’s because of a lot of circumstances in my life are really good right now, and the last couple years things weren’t the greatest. This year I’ve...
Decisions.
Over the course of this next 4 months I desperately need to figure out my major for school. I’ve finished a lot of my general, so I now need to start taking some of my undergraduate classes. There’s the safe choice; which is high in demand for work right now, and will ensure that I will make a lot of money…nutrition. Then there’s also the thing that I love to do, the not...
Tacos, Black Swan, and Cardiology.
Yesterday was fun. I went to a taco party, and saw Black Swan (again). That movie is amazing, everyone needs to go see it asap. Everything about it was incredible; from the acting, directing, dancing, cinematography, music, plot line…It leaves you speechless at the end. I love how it just builds and builds, until it’s finished. It makes me even more eager to start dancing again....
Magnet and Iron.
I know I need to leave,
But something is making me stay.
I try to disappear, but you lure me back in.
You are a magnet and I am iron.
Stop these foolish games.
Left or right? Good or bad? Up or down?
Make up your mind, and fuse yourself to it.
Don’t waver or shift, not even a fragment.
If you do I’ll walk out this door once and for all.
I’ve jumped through too many...
The Countdown.
7 days til Christmas and family, 6 days until I get to open my new beautiful guitar, 5 days until I get to give my friends their presents, 4 days until we make candy and fudge (which I once ate too much of and got very sick), 3 days until completely finishing up my Christmas shopping for two people, 2 days until I work and go make that money, 1 day until a taco party.
I really just didn’t...
Dead man's chicken nuggets.
Today marked the last day of school! Til January-somethingeth at least. I finished all my online class finals earlier, and for my on-campus class we had filmed our final the week before. All we had to do was show up (by state law) and bring some snacks. Lots of people brought delicious foods, mostly sweets; but one girl and her mom decided to bring a gigantic mountain of chicken nuggets....
I don’t even know where to start! The past two days have been very, very eventful. Prepare for a long post.
Friday -
My day started off with a shower and a sugar cookie decorating extravaganza. A handful of adults and kids came over, and we had to have baked and decorated at least 200 cookies. It was craaaazy. I’m definitely not the greatest cook/baker though. My job was to be in...
“Not going to let yesterday’s choices ruin tomorrow’s dreams.”
Life be craaazy.
Lately life seems to be full of several options…which means it is also full of numerous decisions. Some of my options are easily distinguishable. I know without a doubt that many of these things I will not, or cannot do. But then there’s those decisions that stump me. I have no idea which way to go. So for now I’m stuck at this stupid frustrating fork in the road. Eventually...
Things to come.
I really need to start writing more song lyrics. I only have bits and pieces of songs, then I get distracted and end up either: A) Forget that I’m writing a song. OR B) Give up because I get stuck at a certain point. I need to change this half ways ish cycle for good.
I’ve also decide that I’m going to start using this as a personal blog! I’m also making another blog...